Everyday may not be good, but there’s something good in everyday.
deodrant: i love sleeping to avoid problems
All my detailed vents, rants, thoughts, memories, wants, wishes, and needs are all saved in my drafts for me to look back at. Not the best idea sometimes. It makes me miss things that I shouldn’t and worry about things that don’t, or I don’t think should, matter anymore.
No matter how scared I am, I have to tell myself to suck it up. No one has time to put up with that shit.
Everyone: Are you okay
Everyone: You look tired
Everyone: You look upset
Everyone: You look confused
Everyone: Are you mad at me
Everyone: What are you mad at
Me: IT'S MY FACE
donttouchmynewtonballs: when you’re in a really bad mood and someone tries to cheer you up
psilentasincjelli: If I ever tell you I’m going to sleep and then you see me posting or liking things online for about an hour immediately after that, I promise I wasn’t lying to you, I’m just bad at going to sleep and it is usually a long process that begins with disengaging from any sort of immediate contact with people (chats, for example) and ends when everything on my screen is blurry and...
Honestly today was so good. I haven’t sat down and chilled with anyone and laugh and talk about random things in so long. I always feel like there’s anger or problems in the way, but not today. It was good.
Are we dating? Are we fucking? Are we best friends? Are we something in between that?
I miss being able to just walk around with anyone and talk about anything. I love learning more about people, especially little details. I always want to go back to the days when I had people to do that with. I can’t even find myself to take a walk and enjoy it anymore. It doesn’t feel the same. It just makes me feel like all I have is myself, mostly because I am all I’ve got...
stephanietorno: The sad moment when you realize how alone you actually are. No one ever messages you first or texts you first or anything. So it gets to the point where you don’t want to put in the effort with people who don’t put in any effort for you, so you end up spending your life at home, never going anywhere.
I actually have two more weeks of school left and it’s like no I don’t want to be a senior and stuff yet I just started damn it
Whenever there’s something good happening, something bad always follows.
If I could program myself to just be happy and positive, no other type of feelings, I probably would. Feels like a lot less trouble for me.
chanayy: I’m the kind of girl that needs constant reassurance or else I will end up emotional and become a mess of insecurity.
Franklin High School Anthem →
nguyentamiaa: My school is pretty amazing
I’ve never felt so distant before. I don’t know what else there is to do.
my mom's logic: if i don't remember it, it didn't happen
some bitch: omg you wore that shirt the other day
me: yeah well in my house we have this amazing thing called a washing machine
peewentz: do you ever just want to go outside in the middle of the night and walk around and not actually do anything just observe and think and stuff